Hewokeupughingandsaying,"I’mhere!I’mtheoneyou’r🍡elookingfor!"Thepeoplewaitingatth🟒ebusstop,eagertogethomeafterahardday’swork,turheirheadsandlookedathimcuriously.Dimitrilookedaroundhimdazed,andfoundthatitwasalreadygettingdark.Hesighed,"Backtotherealwain.”Helookedupatthetallimposingbuildingwithlightsalbze,ahimself,sittingonthecurbofthesidewalk."HowItoppleabanklikethatsingle-handedly?Iamonlyoneinacrowd;amalikeanantintheforest.Butaninsignifitmanlikemesurehadaludicrousdream!”WhathedidnotknowwasthatMr.Kaffeewasalreadyfagthegreatestchallengeofhislife.Fromwithinhistight-knitcircle,thestruggleforpowerhadbegunandhislieutenantswerefightingforsuccession.
Dimitrishookhishead,stretchedhisstiffandagbodyandsaid,"Timetogohome,Iguess.”HewalkedslowlytowardsMarianna’shouse,dubiousastotheroleheshouldpyinthisprosperous,fast-movingandcut-throatworld.Hemused,"Idonotaskmuchoflife.Ionlywantthebaresties,enoughfoodtosurvive,tolivelifethewayIwant,freeasabirdtoroamwhereverIwillinthiswideworld,bearnoresponsibilitytoahustransflifeintothehighestspiritualsublimation.Idon’tcareaboutwhatothersthinkofme.Callmeastreetcatifyouwill.Ionlywanttodreammymagnifitdreamsunhampered.Iwillbesatisfiedtoekeoutalivingthisway,buttheeventsofthestfewdayshavebeengingrapidlylikeakaleidoscope,andnowIhaveawoman🗌andahometogobackto.”Dimitrishookhishead.Thisnewlifemadehimfeelhedgedinbyitspressuresandresponsibilities."No,thi🈤⛹sisnotwhatIwant.”hethought,butMarianna’sloveandaffeatesolicitudewerethetiesthatpulledhis🅌🅈🄤relutfootstepstowardsherhouse.
Marianna’stwo-bedroomhousewassituatedinacul-de-saiddle-cssresidentiarea,notfarfromthemainthhfare,quietbuteasilyaccessi😐ble.TheoutlihehouseuhemoonlightgaveDimitrianunfamiliarfeelingofwarmth,asenseofbelonginghehadneverfeltbefore.Hewentintothehouseanddrewbackallthecurtainsintheliving-roomtoletthemoonlightsurgeinandfillitwithhertranslucidbrilliance.Beiodarkness,hedidnotturnonthelight,deemingitsacrilegioustospoilnature’spoeticbeauty.Hesatthereonthesofa,baskinginthemoonlightaasrexedasifhewassailingonanopensea.Hiseyesfellonahecoffeetable.Unsciously,hepickeditupandlookedatit.
"Ah,it’sfromItaly,Marianna’shometown.”H🔶edidnotuandItalian,sohecouldheletter,buthewasfasatedbythepictureofamanandaboy.Themiddle-agedmanwasarustworthytypeofafellowandtheboywasabouteightornineyearsold,chubbyandcute.Atthatmoment,anotedroppedoutandDimitrigit,surpriseditwasinEnglish.Tohischagrin,hefounditwaswrittento"DearestMommy"telliheirimmiimmigr🕃🔢ationtotheU.S.Theshortletterwassign😩ed"Yoursonnyboy,David".
"OhmyGod!Marianna’smarried!Shehasahusbandandason!”Dimitriwasfullofself-nation."IshouldhaveknownawomanofMarianna’sagecouldhoutafamily.Howstupidofmenottohaveasked.HowunfortunateofmetohavemetthewomanIloveonlytofindsheisanotherman’swife!”Hekwashisownover-simplisticcharacteratwaiookanotherlookatthe🁲twoiosenseofremorse.Hehadwroheses☒imple,trustingpeoplewhowouldneverhaveimaginedevenintheirwildestdreamthatMariannawaslivingwithanothermanandhavinganuninhibitedsexualretionshipwithhim.
"WhatshallIdo?"heaskedhimselfdesperately.Histhoughtsthent♑urohisdreams."WhatrighthaveItoexecuteIleensocruellyforadulterywhenIhavebeendoingthesamethingmyself?🂪👣"Heseemedtobesailingaloheclearicywatertothepceofexecution.
Inthedeadsilenlythesoundofoarshittierwasaudible.Hewalkedashoretowardsthetreeonthedesotehilndthebloodysefshedoncemorebeforehim.HeseemedtoseethetophalfofIleen’sbodyhangingfromthetreewhilethebottomhalfbelowthewaistybloodyandmaheground."WhatIdotoremedythis?"heaskedhimself.ShewasoherarebeautiesinthisworldandIorderedhertobechoppedinhalf!"Hehadastrongwishtomakereparationstoherandbringherbacktolifeagaiory🔛🁖🅴oftheCreatioohismind,sohescoopedsomeofthebloodysoilfromthegroundandtookittothewater’sedge,wherehemixeditwithwaterandshapeditintotheformofawoman.Hewashesitant,notquitesureifitwouldwork,butheblewonitanywa💷yinimitationofJehovahanditgrewbiggerandbiggeruntilitmiraculouslyturoIleeifugasever.
"ThankyouSireforlettingmeliveagain.”shemurmuredkneelingathisf⚐eet.
"Iwaswrong,Ileen.Itwasmyfaultand1willmakeupforit.Fromnowonyouarefree.Freetodowhateveryouwanttowithnofearofretribution.”Asifwantingtosaysomethingbutrefrained,Ileenkowtowedandturogo.ButjustthewoAsiahatwerealwaysbythesideofhisthroneroaredandrushedoutather,toppliheground.Dimitriimmediatelysh🁾🚈outedatthemandorderedthemback,butthedamagehadbeendone.Ileenwasagainabloodymass,thoughstillive.Sheyonthegroundandlookedathimcoldly,h🖀ereyesfullofhate.
"Youle♘🈭tmeliveonlytosufferoncemore.”JustasDimitritriedtoex♑pin,hewokeup.
“That’sterrible”hethought,“I’vebuandmadethingsworse.NowIleenhate😬smemorethanever.Imusttrytofindanopportunity🙛🗄toexpinitalltoher.”
Jus🗠tthen,familiarfootsteps🔘souhededthefigureofMariannaappeared,sailinginfromtheopendoor.WhenshesawDimitrisittingaloneagainstthewindowinthemoonlight,sheclosedthedoorandcametositbesidehim.
"W🅵hydon’ty📧outurnonthelight?"sheasked.
"Isn’titbettertositinthe🄙♥moonlight?"repliedDim🂾🔗itri.
"Hm...Iguessso.It’smoresoothingandromantic.”Shesmiledandlookedaroundtheroom.Whenhereyesfellontheopeeraoonthecoffeetable,herheartskippedabeat.SheraisedhereyestoDimitri.Thepainon⛈😜🂐hisfacetoldherheknewev🆈🍥ery😘thing.
"S🅵oyouknow"shesai🜺🗰ddully.
"Yes,I’msorry.Ishouldhaveknownyouweremar🖙📀🗯ried.Ishouldhaveasked."
"W🅵hys♹🍔orry?"shegavehimherwarmhands."Loveneedsnoapologies.”
"Bu🗠tIhurttwoipeopl😹🆒🎽😹🆒🎽e.”
"It’snotyourfault….”Therewassileheroom,butitwasafortableandpanionablesilenwhichtheirsoulsunicatedandtheyuoodeachotherwithoutwords.herofthemwasveryvolubleandtherewasusuallymoresilehantalkwhentheywe🈴🂢🐛retogether.AfterawhileMariannasaid."Wellgoandlookforanapartmentforyou.Youneedapcetostay.I’lltak🔛🁑ecareofitallforyou.Ihatetoseeyoulivethelifeyoudidwithnopermashelterorfood,exposedtotheheat,thecoldandtherain.Inmyeyes,youareanobleureate.Youshouldhaveawarmwhereyoudreamandwriteyourpoems,enjoyyourwineandassociatewithwomen,notnecessarilyme.”TearsshimmeredinDimitri’se🕩🌎yes.Noonehadevercaredthatmubefore.
"Whyareyousogoo🐧dtome?🍪I’mnotworthyofyou🃓🗔rkindness.”
"Whymentionallthis?Youshoulduand🕌me.Iretmeetingyo🏧uwhen1amnolonge🗣🝟rfree."
"Whatdoesyourhusbanddo🍔?"
"He’sacarpenter,anexcellerustworthyandhardwman.Mysonisaffeateandlovable.You’lllovehimtooifyoumeethim.”Thereregnantsilence.Mariannasnuggledclosertohimandleanedherheadonhisshoulder."IpromisedtocaterasupperforMrs.Kaffeetomorrow.soI’llbebusy.OnSundaywe⚏🐘’lllookforanapartmentsomewherearoundhere,nottoofarawaybutnottooher.”Sheraisedherlipstoh🁒isandtheykissed.Soontheirbreathbecameshorterandtheirbodiesfusedtoget🙉🈦herinapassionateembrace.However,theytrolledtheirdesiresforfearthetwopeopleioonceagaihoughtheywerefarawayinItaly.